It's.my.life.my.story.my.business

i love khai!!

2008-05-19T09:49:00.000-07:00

haish.
Talkin to hunnie ryte nw.
Really love hym thou.
I really dun feel like fightin nw.
But i have many things i wanna ask hym.
About hys frenster hys msn.
But he have hys own rights and i can't force hym to change fer me ryte?.

Hmm.

Family:-
Mummie kept askin me to do hse werk.
Even if im tired i have to do.
True dat im a gerl in the hse and i have to do hse chores.
but haish. no one understand. exp hunn =)
Grandmama just walked in askin bout adq.
haish.
eyhk im stressed aites.

Hunnie slept my hse ytd nyte.
Was fun with hym.
I love hym alot!
hmm. =/

nk talk to hunnie lar.
nite.

Our pics together!

2008-04-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

Physics was boring. So draw2 =)

hunnie besttie [Sheila Atikah] khai =)

Now you know why i love hym?. =)

don't he look adorable?! irritating ryte! =)

this is still cute =)

Nie part maseh malu2 ar =))

Hunnie want to slip!

Chubbie hym!

1st tyme meet =)

Okay yar im head over heels!

Aru[L]alah040308

2008-04-13T20:48:00.000-07:00

OKay!

3 mths back.
Tersebut alkisah. . .
Lame.

He was attached to hys exttie.
To contact my gff they have to call my handphone.
I was attched to hys fren.
So all we did was.
He call '' Hello. sara ader?''
i ans '' Ader jap!''
Dats all.

He got to noe i broke up with hys fren.
He didn't say anything.
Just ask me to add hym up.
In frenster i mean.
He gave me an email which show an old penyangak guy holding a cobra.

I was shocked!
So i called hym up as i'm the type who is lazy to sms.
He gave me the right email.
I add hym and wanted to put down alrdy.
But he wanted to talk with a reason hys bored waitin for gf.
That where we start talkin and tout we became bestyfrensforever.

Started msgin and callin.
1st it was just for fun
Then it became a habit.
Now we are addicted.

We started to like each other.
Tout we flirt behind each other back.
We act as if we are angels on the fone.

2mths back.

He told me he reallie love me and he broke up with gf.
Was shocked.!
Seriously.
Exttie gf got angry that we were contactin.
So wanted to find me and my fren at schl.
so it goes on . . . .blah blah blah.

1mth 10 days ago
He sound me stead.
Kind of shaken abit.
Dunnoe why thou.
Accept.

wanna noe. we met two daes back.
Yup!
Still going on strong.
So just wanna say love hunnie.
Kha[I]lah
040308 =)))))))

It's done.

2008-03-25T05:48:00.001-07:00

Atlast.
I have finished my blog backgrd.
I like it - not loved.

Tiring sey whole day schooling.
No time for frens.
But i wish i can watch a movie.
Wanna watch it with wafie.
Friend of mine.

Long tyme nvr chat with murni.
How is she?.

Meet my sup n collegue.
Made jokes with them.
Fun =)

When school late today.
Starts at nine.
Reach at twelve.
three hours late.
No probs.

The song in bloggy is hits in the radio.
Yeah =)
Thks bea.

Waoking next saturday.
Cannot work in nus anymore.
They nid typhoid injections and prove.
I hate needles.
So couldn't go to work.

Khai is offline now.
His phone batt low.
Bored. (".)

Friday die-die must wake up early!
Practical.

Too many homework today.
Got migraine.
Mummie nag at me saying i always nvr bring umbrella.
So thats why.

Mumie taking medicine just nw.
Saw her loads of drugs in her bag.
One 1.5ml bottle finish cos of those drugs the doc. gave.
If not of the drugs she wun b bloated.
Sturpid doc.
Haish.

O'level fees are expensive.
Thk god daddie agreed to pay half.
Mummie pay half.
I dun nid to pay! =)

Daddie ask me to live with hym.
Hw bout mummie?.
Shld leave her for hym?.
Aiyo. =*(

heard that faizal is in db?.

yeah its been long

2008-03-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

Ever since i started working.

I dun have tyme to update!
Even going out was far frm it alrdy.
Sorry murni for Buih-ing you.
I didn't mean to.
Haish.

Give me courage to pull this life please.
I can't stop but thinking bout how i miss daddy and mummy.
I remebered the old tymes wen mummy and daddy still together.
How i miss those days.
Now all i see is two grown up hating each other. Both who i luv dearly.

I'm tired working and schooling.
I wish i am wonder woman.
Doing things that others can't.
But i wun be saving the world.
Cos you idiots are not saving myne.
What the hell am i talking. topic jaoh sey.

So yeah fought with khai again and again.
He call me for 6 times nw.
Make it 7?
hee. =)

I wish i can just talk to someone.
Share stuff.
I'm alone nw.
Not alone as in no frens at all. i do have.
I want sumone who is 24/7 free for me.
I noe who.
My hunniE! <- my lil bro.

He is cute!.

I miss faizal. =(

Work

2008-02-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

Started working 3 days back.

So yeah didn't have tyme to blog.
Tired all the way.
But atlist tired bcos of schl and work.

Got to noe sumtink bout my mum.
Cried whole day yesterday.
Thanks khai and hisham for cheering me up.
Sweet of u guys.

I wish my mum wun go so early.
I have no one more closer than her.
I really love you mummie.
Dun't die.
Haish.

School is getting more and more stressful.
Need lots of help.
So finding o's partner!
haha.

So yeah!.
Took few pic's of myself again!.
haha.

A guy msg me saying she hate me so much.
I replied that
You love me or hate me either way ur thinking about me.
Haahaa! So darls.. Shuttup.

OMG!
I can't stop thinking of mummie.
Adq cried with me ytd!.

Idiots who read this and is not involve anymore in my life.! I dun nid sympathy from u so dun call!

Cause your call is not important.

Yeah this guy who lanchiaowei bout my lil bro to hys ex gf.
Bodo siak! kirekn smuer brg yg kuar dr mulot kau busok bodo!
Puki! Adq2 abeh nk curik ex org!
Kaw pon lg 1 bangau percayer!!
Mls ar nk lyn!.

Long tyme sey nvr msn with murni.
Wonder how is she.
Miss her tout.
Wonder hw her daddie.

I hate idiots who lanchiaowei bout me!.

Stress Analysis

2008-02-24T02:19:00.000-08:00

Try this!.
See if u are really stress.
http://www.sanriotown.com/psycho/psycho6/psycho6_us.htm

Lalah Analysis:-

You are a cheerful person and likely never worry about stress!

You are a cheeful person and likely never worry about stress.
Even when you encounter any problem, you will not pay attention.
Though
Its not the whole truth.
maybe you just simply put the stress aside.

You will be exposed to stress one day.
When that occurs, gerdening will be the best way to keep a balance stress level.

My boss and me

2008-02-24T02:09:00.000-08:00

THIS IS GOOD

When I take a long time to finish,
I am slow,

When my boss takes a long time,
he is thorough

When I don't do it,
I am lazy,

When my boss does not do it,
he is busy,

When I do something without being told,
I am trying to be smart,

When my boss does the same,
he takes the initiative,

When I please my boss,
I am apple polishing,

When my boss pleases his boss,
he is cooperating,

When I make a mistake,
you're an idiot.

When my boss makes a mistake,
he's only human.

When I am out of the office,
I am wandering around.

When my boss is out of the office,
he's on business.

When I am on a day off sick,
I am always sick.

When my boss is a day off sick,
he must be very ill.

When I apply for leave,
I must be going for an interview

When my boss applies for leave,
it's because he's overworked

When I do good,
my boss never remembers,

When I do wrong,
he never forgets

Crzy ppl

2008-02-24T01:26:00.000-08:00

Was goin trough youtube.
I was scrolling from all lesbian kiss to crazy people shaving their hair. Yeah its scary!
Why i watch lesbian kiss?.

My idiot fren told me that is was his gf!
I tout it was true.
So i watched but when i started to more xxx!
i change to other video and i saw this video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwKC8gFBUnk&feature=related
To me it's crazy!. She is a swit olf woman! She is proud to be a mistress!
Insaf okay!.

I dunnoe why But i felt like i wanna Know more so i went to :-

Then i went to click to Anarchy!.
I do wanna noe okay.
They are also called punks i guess.
They make their hair as spike.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0IZdP3x66Y
it is a logo with a big a with circle ard it.
Well i still dun understand but it was boring.
this is a song clip bout them.
I hate loud noise but it was worth knowing -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyLI56nZUEw&feature=related

So i click to Mods then.
Its songs are all quite jazzy.
Their clothin are all cool type!
With their jackets and tie!
Woah!!
Wat i watch about them are they are quite classic!.
(they are the one with the logo like bull eye wif red in the centre white after it and the big one is blue)
this is a short clip of them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19xJIedrrfA

Now lets find out about Skinheads
They wear fred perry clothing
I guess they have sumtink to do with nazi!
Their songs is quite okay.
I can listen to them singing without lowering the volume.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCrh6_bdz-4&feature=related

Below is clip is about skinhead gerls.
They sure are beatiful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mEzSZFpNpY&feature=related

I also scrolled to rudies.
And i saw this video.
A message to you rudies.
cool =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CRC9U3nPc7Y

Wanna noe briefly history how ska started.
See this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AesId12OKsY

Enjoy watching =)

cry cry

2008-02-21T07:42:00.000-08:00

Crying for all ppl care! I just hate ppl like ()*#*^#&*@Y&@%EyG (&*Uh7 C#7ty0
haish!!!!!!!

CB!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku ryndu kamu banget! Cpt alek can!

anger

2008-02-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

So i was browing true kentot blog. Then i saw that "()!@Y*H(!xw^s*&" tag. OMG!
iRRITATED SEY!!

Schl was okay. I was so hyper active in class just nw. That i answered most of the question for history.
I slept tru physics. Cannot tahan! That apek mepek!. Complain to teacher.
Whole class agree.
All dun understand hym. Then wen go back to class.
He got this "Dun fire me please. I'll do my best for this class" face expression!
I felt guilty truout the class sey!!

Went to eat at macdonald! I ate mc spicy with MY FAV DRINK lemon tea and twister fries!. Nice lar sey!. Then went want go back to my school building, got four pakcik nk menggatal with me n my envy, comel and bea.! Taik ar. Dh tue abeh tk taw nk swit! You know what they do to call us. "Meow meow"! Ingat kiter nie aper binatang! Envy said that the wife at hm dh tk selera so they kuar carik mkn ar. Eii! Bingit sey.

Rch home at 5pm. Early ryte. Called exttiee but he working. So abit busy. Promised to call me. But till nw haven't yet. I think he and me are growing apart sey. We were closed last tyme. Dunnoe wat is in hys mind nw. Too busy with work until forget hys "adq angkat". Miss the old tymes sey botak!. hmmm.

Nw chatting with classmate. Listening to song. westlife hits!. I dunnoe why im listenhing to love song nw. Hmm. =((

*Are you going to call me when you come back from camp?* =(( waiting

Omg i forgot.

2008-02-20T04:04:00.000-08:00

Well Just finish doing my new blogskin!.
I hate the old one as it is freaking complicated!
Wat the helL.
This look nice btw. Haha!.
You idiots are just jealous.

School was okay today!.
Not so many homework.
Tammy my maths teacher was heartbroken just nw when she saw how many turned up for class.
Out of 17 ppl only half turned up!.
can't give the exact number! I'm lazy to count!
Enuf counting alrdy in school.
teacher say my handiwriting is nice! I'll show you one day. Haha

Ytd had a scary nightmare.
I saw a crocodile eating a duck that was walking past!. Scary kan
Wat was more scary was aft dat i woke up den i slept again i had another dream.
About the"kakak" flying on top of a speeding taxi and looking strait in the eye at me.
Scary kan!.
2 in a row.!!!

Its my kentot birthday!!! Yusof!!

I just remembered sey!.

You will always be my besttie!

Wishh you all youw wishes come true this yr k kentot!!

I miss you lots.!!

I wish your family have lots of money so ur rrr accent can change to PLOPER SINGLISH!!!! haha.. MBBBEKKKK!! kambing terlepas!!

Today is anrul birthday!.
Sorry to wish you at night!.
At least i did!.
Happy birthday sweetheart!
May you have what you wish for this year!.
amin =)

Everyone say i was those shades is nice.
So guess what!.
I'm Buying!. Yeah yeah! =)
vintage apek seller!.
I'm coming!! Get ready!.
Pls pls pls! Don't let it sold out!.

Yusof say i'm pweetiful! haha!.

*When are you coming bck from camp?. still waiting =(*

Pics of me with bea shades.

2008-02-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

Gelap sey aku!
Nice ryte! 25 bucks! Want to own it ask me!

Pweetiee
Vogue is me.
Candid
Hmm =)
Okay this i hate!

Beside Taka! cute ryte my leggings
Candid shot! Lemon Tea is loved!
Walking from school
Peace out!
At this fashion! haha!

hapiiey

2008-02-19T04:01:00.001-08:00

Well.
School was okay.
I was abit late todae. Rch ard 10am.
Msg bea wat lesson.
She says physics and also told me that it's a new teacher.
I ask if it's a guy or girl. She said its a guy.
She even went into details bout hym being
Good-looking and with hys cute voice.
In my mind i was hoping hys face like brat pitt.
But when i saw hym face to face he was like
BLACK PIG!
haha yeah i'm exaggerating.
He is an old uncle. "Which uncle is nt old - Durhh!"
He is reallie funny. He like retarded like that. Haha!
He wants to act like angmoh with hys accents! Bt Bull**it!! Haha.
Okay okay enuf about hym.
Guess what!
I finally did my own summary!
Teacher made a bet at 1 plus that if we finish our comprehension and summary we can go home. So i tried and tried and I FINISHED!! but i was the last three! haha.
hey at least i achieve something! hehe.
Sof must be proud! yeah! I finished at ard 3 plus then go home.
Told bea that i want to walk ard so we walk slowly to town from school.
Bought a pack of cigg.
(Bea bought it! The auntie dun believe that i'm 18!!)
Then i borrowed bea's vintage shades and took pictures of it.
Im turning darker!! shoot! But still cute! Wth!

*Still waiting for hym - You idiotic bastard!

Bored.

2008-02-17T05:54:00.001-08:00

This morning -

Got a call from big brother ask me to wake up and go to daddies house.
That was ard 9 am.
So i twist and turn at my bed till ard 10.30 and got my ass up to the toiilet and bath!
Rch there ard 1 pm after waiting for my lil bro to finish kemas umah.
When reach there saw Tok Paat and hys wife.[Related to daddie]
Salam everyone then went to the kitchen straight make tea and panaskan laok while waiting for my kakak tunang n hys family to reach.
They coming bcos of preparation for kakak marriage.
Overheard their conversation getting married early june. Dh ditetapkn!
i think i heard them saying majlis sambong the day after tunang.
They sharing majlis i think. So both tukar baju tmpt samer Keluarge both side coming to same area.
Wat a big fuss!
Too many thing to fikir.
Kakak becam more tembam. Chubbier.
Org stress psl perkawinan wt turon nie die naik! Nvrmynd she still preetyy!! like her lil sis!
haha. There was this part when everyone suddenly quiet.
Dunnoe what else to say!
I whispered to my sis malaikat ambek attendance.
I think my voice was too loud and everyone laughed. Paisey sey.
Teros i walk quickly go dapor. Paisey ar.

Afternoon -

Got a call from yazzier.
But was sleepy so i went to a deep rest[nap] Wake up ard 6.
Then watch my favourite japanese story at 7.30. played comp.
Till nw. So bored sia!.

I miss him. =(

bad bad dream

2008-02-16T00:38:00.000-08:00

Wow.
Had an interesting dream last night.
I dream't i was in a cinema and saw a movie starring a guy in an oven saying
"Sorry, let me out please! I'll do anything"
Hys hand was cuffed to the griller and the oven was green "Eiii"
So this DON guy said "No"
and close the oven cover and turn the timer a whole 360 degrees!
Hot i guess cos in a few seconds the oven was red!
Even the colour of the oven turn red!
((Hey i said it was a dream. Anything is possible! =P ))
I dunnoe why this idiot in the oven started kissing the cover but it was soo hot that it burn.
Then i was woken up by this bus driver honning a taxi to move.
Idiot.
I could have made a movie you know.
Who knows! God helping me.
To make lots and lots of money.
Then maybe i will walk the red carpet. Live in a Banglo. Have a big pool and a jacuzzi at the side. Earn two mercedes. 10 maids 3 well-known chef. 7 cats. Woah!! This dreams have to stop. Haha. I'm overdoing it. Ouhs! Last! Mayb people will chase after me for my own signature! haha! okok. dats it!

Well i talk to my besttie-cum-god-sis.
She advise me to lay low from hym for now. Told me to don't be so naive.
Took her words to hearts. Well. i think i don't think too much of hym anymore.
I guess i do cos i'm just bored. So wanted someone to talk to.
Well. Tkper.
Like yusof says.
"There is soo marrnnyy fishhess in the pornndd!"
Hys like an indian. Have the RR accent. ahaa!
He called me ytd!
but i tink i was half dead alrdy that all i remember till nw is he say
"ii want to put down nw"
and all i answered was
"Okay bye. =)" haha.
So slenge.
Told hym to dun contact me for the meantime.
Need time off alone. Just me and my gerls for now.
He will always be my bestti!
Sorry aites fren. =)

Okay lar. - lalah-

15 feb 08

2008-02-15T04:54:00.000-08:00

Feeling sad all the way from the start.
Listening to love songs hurts.
Making me think of him again.
Will he call me.
Will he not.
He will.
Will he.

Too many question ringing in my head!
I NID ANSWERS!
Is he the one.
Can he be the one.
Will he be the one.

I don't nid any tom dick or harry to tell me.
I nid hym to giv me answers.
Please call me.
i beg you.

i.miss.you.=(

i feel sad on valentines.

2008-02-14T06:40:00.001-08:00

Well. It was supposed to be a memorial day for me! But guess wat. Haish. Faizal msg me dat Hys adq wants my fren number. But the adq nvr say anitink. hmp. Faizal promised he sound me todae. But he ask my fren number!. weird hah. haish. My frens told me to forget bout hym. SENANG KEPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its valentines you idiots! haish. Well. I lose contact jek ar k. thats better for me! i hearts him. =(

I FUCKING HATE DAT MOTHER FURKER SITTING IN MY CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEWCOMERS IN THERE I HATE BY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
PALA BUTO~

2008-02-09T04:04:00.000-08:00

2008-02-09T03:06:00.000-08:00

Life.

2008-01-30T04:04:00.000-08:00

Life-
Being me is not hard.
I have my stuff.
My business.
My lyfe.

Love-
Got hurt too many times.
Don't want to be again.
Too many stuff to think than this.
Still do want it.

School-
Too stress.
Cried.
Can't cope.

Friends-
Been there for me.
Always has.
Understand me.
Love them.

Think of-
My ex.
Hate hym.
Miss hym.
Fu*k hym!!

Want to-
Rest.
Sick.
Cry.

Feeling-
Lost.
Heartbroken.
Tired.

Listening to-
Maafkan - Yuni Shara
Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu
Your love is Blind - Ramzi Ft. AshKing
My All - Mariah Carey

Need-
My mum.
Someone who care.

Remember.
No one can change you except youself - Miss Cha.

You are a nice girl - Mr Vela.

Can talk openly with you - Mala.

Don't sing! -Yusof.

I miss you - Afai.

I will always be there - Yan[Adeq<3]

This is for kambing!!!!!

2008-01-18T05:41:00.000-08:00

She can't lie to herself.

She know she still luv hym.

She know there is know way for them to be together!.

She know he is going away.

She know she have to lie.

She know it hurt

She know that know one knows.

She know he is the only one who can treasure her but she can't be with him.

She know GOD is unfair to her heart.

She know she is crying.

She know he doesn't

She know he is the sweetest gong gong ever.

She know she will always luv hym.

She know if that person is for her no matter what they will still cum back.

She know this is the test for the both of us.

She know she want to turn back tyme.

She know she dun wan to be hurt.

SHE KNOW THAT SHE WANTS HYM TO KNOW!

Take care u!. i still luv u n miss u alot!.

Thks guys

2008-01-17T06:08:00.001-08:00

Everyone is nice to me. i really found people who are true to me!.
Thks Yazzier, Yusof, Putri!
You guys are the nicest!

Well. I saw my ex frenster.
He still look cute.
But wtf. STILL sux!

Heehee.
I was soo stress wif school stuff!.
Too many things to learn!
alarmak!

Too many graph to do.
Nw talkin to my adq sdare!
She is soo nice.
She with her banana pisang hair!
Dats wat she say.
Den she still can say her hair like guava!
She is soo irritating!

Haha. i still luv her!

Well nk continue talk to her!
i wanna thks my
adq angkat![Putri]
My exttiee[Yazzier]
My bestfren[Yusof!]

should i be with her?

2008-01-15T07:01:00.000-08:00

haish. i dunnoe why im soo moody todae! i nid sumone to comfort me pls! I just nid sumone to listen to my cries sorrow! haish. Tryin my best to b happie . Don't scold people just like dat ! but what i get in return! sadness sumore! arrrhhkk!. i hate this furkin attitude!

I SERIOUSLY LIKE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-13T02:33:00.000-08:00

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School 9/1/08

2008-01-09T01:51:00.000-08:00

Well we only 15 minutes late!.
Happie.
Teacher was late for an hour!.
*&!#%@^$H*^@#o ryte!!
hehe.
Today learn bout maths[graph[s]
Tammy her name. Indian.
Face scary bt nice ar.
Bea finally admit that she is a gong gong!.
just nw teach her maths abit she complained.
Teacher teach her she corrected teacher.[Though she noe shys wrong!]

Aft dat we went mkn. I and bea eat fish n chips.
Eka and Sarah ate wif us. Rita also over there bt she diet!
Hehe.
[U guys must be wondering who all this ppl! My classmates!]

We were late for 30 mins.
Principal gt furious thou.
But wasn't our fault.
Blame the weather!.
hehe....

He told us the basics of Principles Of Acc's[POA]
Then briefly tells us what for history and georg!.

Thank god i took history!.
I heard frm Vela[Principal] its about hitler!.
Alar! that guy with square moustache.

Know?. Dunnoe?
YOUR PSL!
i noe.

haha.

Well nak mandi den change to pyjamas then revise.
PASTU TIDO!!!!!!!!!!!!

School 8/1/08

2008-01-08T01:44:00.000-08:00

Today school okok ar.
Leaned more bout English grammar. Putting the right noun verbs article. blar blar!.
Then we went for an hour lunch.
Me and bea ate at mama shop at step dad old company.
I and bea ate nasi bryani.
Ok lar the food.
Somemore it's affordable.
Tmrw mayb goin to malay shop lak.
Thank god bugis got lots of places to eat.
But tryin out best to find western food sey.
Hmm.
Aft dat, We went back to class.
Learn physics.
Was really quite fun sey sey.
Bezt giler.!
There a new boy in class.
Same age as us ar.

Hmmp!.
He went home early coz' nid to work.

Well. Nk bwt revision nw kk!.

School =)

2008-01-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

Went to scho0l just nw!.
Was 5 minutes late.
everyone sit in class already except me and bea!.
haha!
funnie sia. Everyone took the back seat then me and bea had to sit infront!.
In a class hav 8 people.
4 chinese 3 malay 1 indian.
Did talk to all of them but forgot their name ar.
Hmm..
Onlie 1st dae got homework alrdy!.
Alah!.
Sad sad.
hehe!

Well wanna do hw kk!

The day i went out wif my monkeys~

2008-01-06T02:28:00.000-08:00

We thought that by Salim joining me zureen and fatin out we can just have more fun!

But me n reen agree on one thing!

The more crowd with us the more boring it will get!

We were walking far apart for the whole tyme.

We only get to talk alot went we reach ben and jerry.

Reen ordered banana fudge.

I ordered large waffle wif 3 scoops of different chocolates!.

Shared it with Wafie n Salim. But mostly Wafie and me eat.

Salim nk malu2 jek sey. Dunnoe why thot. Hmm.

On one point reen was talking very sarcasticly dat i have to whisper to her to shut her mouth up. She was in shock when she know hw she spoke. Haha. I thinks she just miss Hafiz!.

Must understand!.

She does love hym so much n he too luv her!.

They even made resolution infront of each other sey!.

Well this is my blog and i dun want to b talking about them.

After we eat Ben and Jerry at The Cathay,

We went to lepak outside. It was abit fun.

But all i did was talk to Reen den to Wafie den abit to Salim.

Psst! Salim do look scary!. Hahaha!.

Wafie was sick so he ask me to massage hym so i did. Until my hand cramp pon dier ttp suro!

Nvr mynd.

Zureeen was complainin' bout her leg. [She had a cat fight the other day so he is hurt badly]

Salim well me and hym hav nothing in common. So thats y i didn't talk to hym!.

Ard 10 plus i went hm with zureen.

Till nw he never called!. hymm......

[To.Be.Continued.]

MY Lyfe is starting[hell]

2008-01-06T02:20:00.000-08:00

Its onlie start of the month and hell is breaking loose alrdy in my lyfe!.

I have been heartbroken for so many tymes! Like so freaking irritating hah!

Tout i dun care tout! haha. Fat ass to u!

My step dad still won't change hys OLD attitude.

Hys philosophy is Old people are always ryte n young people is always wrong!

WELL FUCK HYM!!!!! Yar ur such an old fat ass bag who is hanging loose from the zoo n people don't even take notice that you are gone from there cause ur just a lame loser who smoke quietly n act as if ur healthy. U act nice infront of my mum cause all u one is just one thing! UR NEEDS! U'r acting nice infront of my grandad cause u think he really love u well guess wat! He doesn't care if ur gone lar! Ur acting nice infront of everyone cause when we talk bad about u u can act like a GAY ARSH and cry infront of them begging for forgivenesss! MY siblings hate u to the core and we don't care if u do too! U ARE GOING TO ROT IN HELL U ASSHOLE MOTHER FUCKER SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-05T22:51:00.000-08:00

The day we went out.

2008-01-05T22:35:00.000-08:00

Lalah fatiny zurentek
wafie lalah fatiny = )
dreamin of hym!
goin out!
we just love our pic taken
salim wafie lalah fatin
zureen <3 lalah
We gona miss u fatin!

Maybe it's the last tyme

2008-01-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

Today goin out wif cuzzy fatin zureen wafie n hys fren.

Mayb today is the last day i am meeting cuzzy fatin then i will b bz wif my o's and she will be bz at Kuala Lumpur.

I gonna miss the tyme i'm with her.
But today i will b enjoying my day wif all of them!

Tell you later hw it goes.

Chow!

2008-01-03T02:00:00.000-08:00

Kenek buih!
New shirt
luv the teddiee!
hearts <3
Nic3!

Pictures for going countdown. . ^^,

2008-01-03T01:43:00.000-08:00

wafie and hakim happie happie
Cute kn both of them kn kn
reen boify hungry2!

ben lalah reen wafie
lalah ben wafie reen
lalah at straicase at 4am
im lurvin it
been locked outside the house
happie at esplanade
at esplanade
=)
us hapiee happie!
haos sey tunggu countdown

RECEPTION BZ!!!!!!
frens fer life!
kishhy kishhy!
^^
[grr]

gettin ready to go out
smile for the camera
waiting for reen to call to go out
smile = )

peace out

2008-01-01T03:48:00.000-08:00

I didn’t mean it when I said

I didn’t love you so

I should have held on tight

I never should have let you go

I didn’t know nothing,

I was stupid, I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I couldn’t have fathomed

I would ever be without your love

Never imagined I’d be sitting

Here beside myself

Guess I didn’t know you

Guess I didn’t know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling

Now that I don’t hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips

Cause I don’t have a choice

Oh what I wouldn’t give

To have you lying by my side

Right here cause baby

When you left

I lost a part of me

It’s still so hard to believe

Come back baby please 'cause

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough

Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up

Who’s gonna take your place

There ain’t nobody better

Oh baby baby

We belong together

I can’t sleep at night

When you are on my mind

Bobby Womack’s on the radio

Singing to me “If You Think You’re Lonely Now”

Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)

I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface“I Only Think Of You”

and it’s breakin’ my heart

I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element

Throwing things, crying tryin’

To figure out where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

Ain’t even half of what

I’m feeling insideI need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me

It’s still so hard to believe

Come back baby please cause

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough

Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up

Who’s gonna take your place

There ain’t nobody better

Oh baby, baby

We belong together baby!

When you left I lost a part of me

It’s still so hard to believe

Come back baby please 'cause

We belong together

Who am I gonna lean on when times get rough

Who’s gonna talk to me till the sun comes up

Who’s gonna take your place

There ain’t nobody better

Oh baby, baby

We belong together

My resolutions!

2007-12-30T20:39:00.000-08:00

From the most important to least important.

This is the 1st tyme i made a resolution so if i do 10 is okay ryte?.

Hee Hee! ^^

1. Pass my O' levels!

2. Study and focuse more. . ^^

3. Keep my room clean evrytymes it's mess up.

4. Stay with boify for a lifetime(hee)

5. Buy more clothes to fit in my big wardrobe!!

6. Save up money for new clothes hehe!

7. Pester my mum for a new dressing table.

8. Stop myself from thinking of getting a job again.

9. Pluck up courage!

10. Don"t care bout getting hurt.

Pls don't change my mood!

2007-12-30T12:26:00.000-08:00

I donnoe why after i went hm i feel so restless!.
My eyes are heavy.
My body are weak.
My cough getting worser.
My nose is blocked as well!

I am going to esplanade! i Don't care! but please don't let my tummy feel cramp pls !

Just let me have fun once cn?.

♥dats hw i luv♥

2007-12-30T07:02:00.000-08:00

We were nt meant to be.

♥ Lalah.♥